We dont need to Whisper

Say it again for me

2008-07-05T16:09:27Z

this is the kinda photo that i will put up on my pinboard next to my bed so that when i wake, the first thing i will see is pictures & polaroids of happy familiar faces. the people i care about endlessly. & then i will know that im blessed and real lucky to have them around before, or now.

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Hi. How have you been?

popfudgehero @ 2008-07-03T00:39:00

2008-07-02T16:37:51Z

I'VE GOT A PLAN ;)

popfudgehero @ 2008-06-23T15:28:00

2008-06-23T07:25:57Z

overtook 'The Holiday' & became my favourite movie of all time. love it.

yknow how different someone can look when the person looks at the you right in the eyes? like a totally different person. someone softer, quieter. the kinda look that you cant get off your mind. the kinda look that tells you everything without any form of words. the knowing feeling. the unspoken understanding. hinting you, gently. & slowly, you let down your defences. you're an open book instead.

"I dont want to lie. But i cant tell the truth. So it's over."

popfudgehero @ 2008-06-18T22:48:00

2008-06-18T14:52:27Z

our 2D1N trip to Johor was spent mostly eating, shopping, eating, resting, AND eating again.

city square hk cafe for lunch, cheap dvds spree, yummy seafood dinner, sweet coconut juice with fleshy meat, yx & i going "still feel like eating leh!", tying hermit's (jason's puppy) long fur, watchin soccer, waking up to itchy mozzie bites, nice songs playing on the car stereo, hot hot heat, A&W waffles with ice cream, root beer float, shopping at Jusco, lame tongkat ali jokes, charsiew pancake with egg, fried man tous, mini cakes, chwee kway, penang laksa... roadside dinner! :)

& i attempted driving jason's car. damn exxxciting. though i nearly headbutt another car & the backseat people (yuxiu foo chester) were gasping & screaming at me to "Brake! Brake! BRAKE!!!" :O

i said,

2008-06-17T16:02:04Z

do you think you can find it?

STRANGE R

2008-06-11T17:19:23Z

"Haa! To! Let's Go!"

we bought 3 pints of Haato icecream, with 6 different flavours, all for the price of 2. sat down at Bistro & proceeded in stuffing our faces with those awfully good tasting ice cream. i've not had so much ice cream in one night before, seriously. we're so random sometimes but that's alright with me :)

i like bringing my tape writer around. tak tak tak, click. tak tak, click. click.

popfudgehero @ 2008-06-06T02:23:00

2008-06-05T18:24:41Z

she said,
"i dont mind, you dont mind. 'cause i dont shine if you dont shine."

before you go, can you read my mind?

ickey shuffle

2008-05-31T18:33:41Z

been watching "How I Met Your Mother". damn funny i tell you 8) 8) 8)
every single episode makes me laugh alll theee waaay from start to end.

the shop gave out free apples yesterday. so cute hahah.

another perfect day

2008-05-19T06:12:52Z

i used to wonder when i first started having a blog like 5 years ago, when will i ever stop blogging. i think when might be now. or soon. feel like just shutting this lj down, hahah. i miss having stupid, senseless conversations. the kind that leave a smile on my face whenever i think about the things we used to say. i think, i just miss talking to you. no big deal, no big deal... was it ever real?

popfudgehero @ 2008-05-13T14:43:00

2008-05-13T06:42:36Z

Im sure that i will always be,
a lonely number like root three.

The three is all that's good and right,
why must my three keep out of sight?
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
i wish instead i were a nine.

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic.

I know I'll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality.

closed off

2008-04-15T11:51:10Z

have you ever had a dream that seems so real,
when you woke up, you didnt know what to believe?

what would you do if what you thought was true, wasnt?

...& what you thought wasnt true, was?

popfudgehero @ 2008-04-10T21:35:00

2008-04-10T13:33:47Z

i just dont wanna miss you tonight.

ah munna eat choo

2008-04-02T06:22:30Z

chicken wings. char kway teow. mee goreng. chocolate fudge cake. iced green tea. banana milkshake. sambal stingray. chilli kang kong. strawberry cheesecake icecream. fish & chips. laksa mai hum. iced orange juice. chicken pie. xlbs. fried man tou. soba. salmon sushi. bak chor mee. shrimp wanton mee. iced milk tea. egg tarts. chicken carbonara. oatmeal raisin cookie. iced lemon tea. volcano ramen. ice kachang. mango pudding. cheese macaroni. egg prata. chocolate milkshake. corn muffin. baked potato with mayo & bacon bits. (DROOOLS...)

but. i. cant. eat. them...

hello plain porridge & medicine with lingering bitterness.

Deja Vu

2008-03-22T16:26:11Z

Looking at you, Holding my breath.

For once in my life, I'm scared to death.

I'm taking a chance, Letting you inside.

bounce

2008-03-18T07:13:43Z

I like roasted marshmallows for dinner.

I've trooped down to the East West East in the past few days for totally different reasons

Mrt fare is a bitch

Im happy being temporarily frictionally unemployed

We gave Dom an angpao for his 19th birthday

Im reading a book called 'Marshmallows for Breakfast'

University applications are scaring me

I think i will apply on my birthday (hahahah more luck?!)

I gotta meet up with my favourite people more

I've two tiny cactuses

I watched Horton's Hears A Who. the Whos living in Whoville damn interesting.
(can you imagine if there's a Audreyville?)

& Step Up 2 and Saw IV

I think i like the first Step Up better

My grandmother just turned SeventyFive

I love my baby nieces

I need to fix my camera & buy new ear piece for my ipoddy

My brother just got back from his holiday in Australia & he got me a TweetyBird door hanger (??)

I like WaffleCrisps with cold milk for brunch.

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"...i missed you and things werent the same
cause everything inside, it never comes out right."

yamagata

2008-02-17T17:19:16Z

everybody's
talking
how
I
cant
cant
be
your
love
but
I
want
want
want
to
be
your
love
want
to
be
your
love
for
real.

want to be your, everything.

corn cup corn cup

2008-01-26T18:30:58Z

xxxxx

the first day of the rest of your life

2008-01-14T11:34:15Z

OFF DAY TODAY :DDD
wake up call (Zzzz *^#%!$*%&^!!! hahah)
good ol' McDonalds breakfast with my rejectedfromwork friend
time to waste & killllll
quiet reading time :)
SHOPPING with my imaginery friend
happy buys!! (more to come after i get my pay :D)
met & caught up with my iknowicanalwayscountonyou friend :)))
& bumped into my you'vekindawalkedoutofmylife friend...
wet walk home!

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the heart does things for reasons,
that reason cannot understand.

let me take you there

2008-01-11T17:27:30Z

SEE YOU GUYS SOON! :D

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I know a place where we can hide out
And turn our hearts inside out
They won't know who we are.

popfudgehero @ 2008-01-05T00:53:00

2008-01-04T16:51:06Z

I’ve been sleeping with the lights on
So if I wake in the night,
Your picture is clearly in sight.

we can ride on a star

2007-12-30T14:36:56Z

the past few days have been unexpectedly enjoyable :D

anyhooz,

this year was quite... an emotional turmoil. it was bad & just plain horrid to begin with. things happened. people fade away. i've changed. in the way i feel & think. despite all of this, i found people that i really really cherish & will never. ever. forget.

i always tell myself, "everything happens for a reason" to make myself feel better. & yknow, i think i finally know the reason.

EVERYTHING IS.

thank you friends - who took my hand, & showed me how :)

HAPPY OH EIGHT EVERYBODY! :D

popfudgehero @ 2007-12-29T16:23:00

2007-12-29T08:23:36Z

could it be that everything goes around by chance?
or only one way that it was always meant to be?

popfudgehero @ 2007-11-23T13:07:00

2007-11-23T06:07:57Z

:D
CHEER UP FRIEND, DONT BE SAD OKAY!
:D

popfudgehero @ 2007-11-18T19:24:00

2007-11-18T12:23:15Z

If I could start all over with you again,
I’d change the way the story ends.
I’d try my best to help you along,
If ever there’s anything wrong,
But I know you gotta be moving on.

we might as well be strangers

2007-10-14T10:56:37Z

hoping for the best but expecting the worst

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Hello Hello, WAKE UP MISS DETERMINED!

gah! gah! gah! okay bye.